I'm going to drink a lot of water with my dinner and immediately go throw it up.
The longer I let this sit in my stomach the fatter I'm going to get. I'll make an update after the deed is done.
This is a blog pertaining to Eating Disorders. There will be thinspo, there will be what I call 'tips' and there will be a permanent record of my journey to perfection. Nothing will be fancy. Just fancy enough to make me remember this is here. I will be updating this page with a food diary and small entries of my everyday life.♡♡
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
I think I'm going to purge tonight.
It's been almost two years since I've purged and I told myself that I wasn't going to let myself do it again but I dont know what else to do. I exercise every day and my whole body is so sore than I can barely stand up and sit back down. The exercise I did do today doesn't even cover the dinner I ate and if I don't purge it I will have a net calorie intake of 1,015. I can't do that. I cannot under any circumstances let this happen.
I'm going to drink a lot of water with my dinner and immediately go throw it up.
The longer I let this sit in my stomach the fatter I'm going to get. I'll make an update after the deed is done.
I'm going to drink a lot of water with my dinner and immediately go throw it up.
The longer I let this sit in my stomach the fatter I'm going to get. I'll make an update after the deed is done.
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