Breakfast:
- 2 boiled eggs w/ Salt&Pepper (140)
Lunch:
-2 sliced strawberries w/ Stevia (10)
-Green Tea /w Honey&Stevia (15)
Snack:
-Two bites (1 half) of pizza roll up (80)
Dinner:
-Pasta&Broccoli /w cheese (400) [....]
- 2/3 Peace Tea (100)
= 245
8:00pm Update Walking 35 minutes (-155)
= 590net by medication time (1am)
I want to cry.. I fucking hate myself..
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I'm not happy with myself over the roll up but as soon as I realized I had eaten half of it I decided to throw the rest away along with the 2 remaining roll ups on the plate that my friend hadn't finished. I ripped them up, threw them in the garbage and poured water on them (for good measure).
I felt really good about it and I feel even better about myself regarding my caloric intake today so far. It's 7:16pm and I've eaten less than 300 calories. I think I'm going to make my Ana Soup if I wind up going over to my boyfriend's house so I can just eat that while i"m there instead of whatever his mom is making for dinner. She always cooks dinners that are so high in fat or sodium.. all for the sake of taste. And she wonders why she's diabetic. Okay that was mean and unfair but it's definitly contributes.
Oh. Also. I WEIGHED IN AT 234 ON MY BF'S SCALE AND 235 ON MINE.
I'm annoyed that they have different numbers but BOTH are a number that I enjoyed seeing after being 236.4 for two days. I'm going to just assume my weight is 235 just to be on the safe side.
I love seeing progress.
Now if only I could see it on my body, too...
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