I really hate feeling sick.

Since I went to the doctor about my sinus infection I've been taking a mixture of Sudafed and Antibiotics. First of all, thank God for Sudafed because it's been helping the vertigo more than anything, second of all I think the Antibiotics are out to get me. After a day or so of being on them my sinuses began to drain and my throat was so freaking sore, then I started coughing up gunk and now it feels like a full blown cold. I'm not sure if it actually is or if it's just the sinus infection but everyone else in the house is sick so if it isn't a cold now then it will be very soon.

On a lighter note: MPA makes me feel validated and I can't even express how appreciative I am of that.
In the comments of my Anti-ED salf fest post I'd gotten into it with someone whom I'm pretty sure went out of her (i'm assuming) way to make a blog spot just throw a bitch fit at me.. Are you kidding me? So I went on MPA and, without giving paragraph examples, told everyone what happened and asked what their opinion was on the Anti-ED bloggers and all of the responses were hilarious. I know a few of my followers are from MPA and I just wanted to say that you guys are awesome lol.

Moving on,
So last night I had a binge. I ate the rest of my strawberries (there were only 3 left) and then I grabbed a pack of saltines, a jar of peanut butter and proceeded to make little sandwiches out of them. I ate so many.. my boyfriend tried to make me feel better about by pointing out the protein levels but he forgot about the fat content. I feel horrible. I weighed myself this morning (stupidly after eating) and I weighed in at 232.8.. Now sure that's progress but I feel like if I hadn't binged that I would be at 232.0 and that would have been really awesome to see. Now I feel like i've set myself back an entire week of progress. Thankfully next week is when I house sit for my uncle (who has a bunch of work out equipment) and I get to get ahead a little. My aunt is putting the bike in the living room so that I can game out (my uncle is a HUGE gamer. I love my family lol) while I exercise. Meaning I'll be paying more attention to Dark Souls than I will be the bike so who knows how many calories I could burn off! My aunt is buying me a bunch of salad and lemons as a thank you for watching the house for a few days <3 I love that no one knows the extent of my 'diet' and they just think I'm changing what I'm eating so they help me.

I love it. I can't wait until Thursday!