That, my friends, is why I've been absent for 4 freaking days. (I love how I say this as if the 5 people that follow my blog even read my entries lol)
I've been dog sitting since the 18th and it's been freaking great lol These dogs are adorable and tomorrow I'm probably going to upload a bunch of pictures of them to brighten up the mood of my Blogger lately. My aunt and uncle left me a huge bag of salad, boiled eggs, low cal frozen meals and some fruit. Holy fuck I'm so glad they know that i'm 'dieting' <3
Something happened that I'm so fucking happy about. I HIT MY FIRST GOAL WEIGHT!
I'm still a fat whale but I'm a whale that's officially 20 pounds lighter and I'm so stoked. Time to set a new goal weight. I can't decide between 220 and 215. I think this goal weight will be 220 and then the next 210.
Idk. I'm getting ahead of myself out of excitement. I've been eating like a rabbit with a RIDICULOUS Bowflex Max Trainer and it's been wonderful. Snorting a few pills has been helping pretty nicely, too. And i've been eating a bunch of blueberries as a natural laxative (for some reason laxatives make me really light headed and horrible so fuck them). And to top it all off I've been in the house by myself this entire time (minus the 2 hours my boyfriend came over <3) so NO ONE can tell me that I'm doing anything wrong.
I feel like a 12 year old when I say that but fuck it, I'm excited as hell about my progress and environment.
I hope you're all having awesome weekends.

Good job on reaching your first goal! I haven't broke 5lbs quite yet, but I'm so proud of you!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much!
DeleteIf you need help please message me on MPA! I can try and help <3