Leap years make me want to binge

Turns out today won't happen for another 4 years and my brain and my stomach are working against me with this fact. My brain says "Today is just like any other day and you need to not be an idiot.". My stomach says "Eat literally everything because fuck it. Today doesn't even exist. The bike upstairs is getting fixed and you can just get on at 8 and ride till 11."

I don't know what to do. I haven't binged in a while and I'm so proud for that. Sometimes my dinners aren't as great as I'd like them to be (i just need to stop going to Lucas's house) but every other choice has been good. Like today it's 3:15 and I've eaten 100 calories. Ugh.. Honestly I want a quesadilla, waffles, eggs, a fruit smoothie... And some pasta roni. All of this will wind up being well over 1000 calories and I'm not going to ear it all but holy fuck I want my forbidden foods SO FUCKING BAD.
Maybe if I write it all down I wont want it as bad.

Quesadilla = 577 calories
Waffles = 195 calories
Scrambled Eggs = 364
Fruit Smoothie with 1% milk = Around 300.

If I indulge in everything I want I'll consume 1436 calories. 
Nope. I may eat a Quesadilla but afterwards I'm throwing it up. Good thing I have some diet coke to help me <3