Snack:
-2 Caramel Rice Cakes (100)
= 162
Lunch:
-Green Tea w/ Honey (15)
= 177
Dinner:
Chicken Caesar Salad (230)
Caramel Rice Cake (50)
= 457
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Last night was so horrible.. It started out really calming and normal, and for a food day it was great. I didn't eat anything until around 9pm. I was supposed to eat dinner around 7pm but shit exploded at my boyfriend's house.. My boyfriend's brother came home plastered (this is nothing new) and he was apparently in a really bad mood but didn't show it what so ever so I made a comment that got taken very very badly. One thing led to another and suddenly "Your girlfriend is a fat fucking cunt" was shouted all throughout the house.. I said I wasn't bothered by it but holy shit whenever I even think about food I hear his voice in my head and I want to break down and cry..
Who knows. Maybe this is my new motivation.. Idk. It doesn't even feel like motivation.
Putting down any food is what makes his voice leave my head.. On the bright side: Lucas beat the shit out of him.
Still hurts, though. I'll show that asshole. I'll show all of them.
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